well...

i haven't done this in years & i'm fairly certain this will go unnoticed...so i love it!!

i am a train wreck, i admit it freely! it's been 94 days since you left & it hurts more every single day. i want you to know i loved you more than i ever said. i respected you more than i ever showed you. i am so proud to be your daughter...you have no idea. & that's what hurts the most...the things i never said. you were fine...you were 56 & taking care of yourself...people don't die at 56, my dad doesn't die at 56. i want you here, i want to hug you, i want to see the blue of your eyes, i want to laugh at you, i want to yell at you...how did you leave? how do i change it? how do i be me again without you??? i love you, daddy...i love you with all that i am...i want a hug!